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Aug. 6th, 2013 | 09:12 pm
mood: sadsad
music: Crystal Castles "Affection"

I have a strange, recurring, possibly anxiety triggered dream that I always remember vividly

For some reason - despite my years of university, TAFE and education, I have to go back to Highschool because there's this one thing I missed/fucked up/skipped that I am forced to go back as an adult and do again.

This highschool place is an amalgamation of my first primary school here in Australia (St Catherine's) and highschool (Mansfield SHS)

It rains sometimes.

Perhaps it's my feeling of invalidity in the things I have worked for, that I have missed something that was crucial enough to send me back to horrible shitty places and times, that force me back into being a child at school rather than a grown ass person. That the things I've gained don't matter. That I don't matter because of something trivial and bullshit.

It must stem from not feeling like I have achieved or done something and that I screwed the pooch on ever getting where I want to be somewhere, sometime ages ago.

Regrets? A bad choice? Bad fucking luck?

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A Night Without Star

from: theravensclaw
date: Aug. 7th, 2013 02:40 am (UTC)

i have a simillar dream except Im lost wandering trying to work out what class im supposed to be going to

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A Night Without Star

from: sweetphaex
date: Aug. 7th, 2013 08:57 am (UTC)

I got lost going to a room I went to day in day out for years once because I went to school with a massive fever/head cold

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